It's been one of those weeks. Bad dialysis, a cold coming on, money's tight, and the house is messy. But, as always, I have something to look forward to. On Saturday, we're going back home for our grandchildren's birthday party. Since two have November birthdays and two have the same birthday in December, mom and dad decided to have one big party for all four kids. I'm looking forward to watching them run and play in the park. Is there a sweeter sound on earth than that of children laughing? I look forward to hearing those giggles tomorrow.

And, of course, Thanksgiving is next week. And my birthday. I'll be 53 on Thanksgiving Day. Fifty-three years of living--more than half a century. I wish I had words of wisdom from all that I've learned in my life, but I think part of wisdom is learning it for yourself. I can't look back over the years and have regrets over anything. What was done, was done. And I can't look forward to years to come. I'm not promised any day but today. After being diagnosed with PKD, I think that fact really hit home with me. I hope I've become a little less impatient, a little more caring, and more open to what each day brings.

During this time of the year, I do thank God for all He has done for me. I should be thanking Him each day. I have wonderful children who make me proud to be their mother. As I've watched them grow up and mature, I'm thankful that they both are faithful to church and to God. My daughter-in-law is one of the best mothers I've ever seen. I appreciate her love and care for my son and their children. My husband has been supportive throughout our time together, but even more so now that I've a chronic medical condition. He may not be the most romantic man on earth, but he shows me he loves me every day by what he does for me.I have a sister who loves me, and my Aunt Nancy who is becoming my second mother. I don't have a big family, but the family I do have gives me love and support. And God has given me so many good friends. Some are long-term friends--Patti, Dana, and Susana. Some are friends I've made teaching--Maria, Kelly, Virginia, Johnette. And some are new friends--Sarah, Priscilla, Pat, Renata. Most importantly, God has blessed me with good pastors since the day I was saved. Bro. Chapman, Bro. Eddy,Pastor Turley, Preacher, Pastor Scott, and Pastor Johnson--these men have taught me, encouraged me, and, sometimes, chastised me.

Thank you, Lord, for all you've given me.